"It's one of those things you don't realize how good it was until it's gone," Swayman said. "I'm so lucky to have (
Joonas Korpisalo) now. It was just such a seamless transition, our friendship and camaraderie, but it's just like losing a brother. You create all these traditions, you create such an incredible bond, and you've got to find new ones.
"It's like starting fresh again. I still find myself doing some routines that we still did together, which is really fun. It's something that I find comforting and what I'm used to and helps you get into a routine of things. But I miss him a ton."