"So they didn't want me to go to Providence, I couldn't. well, I was no longer on the team, so it was like after a week or two, I'm thinking 'If someone picks me up and I'm just sitting at home, I'm gonna be a bag of turds when the new team gets me," Backes recalled. "And I wanna be a good player to prolong my career' so I was like 'let me come to the rink when the guys aren't there, workout and at least stay in decent shape and I'll be a better asset for you if somebody wants me to trade for, and they said no. So I said 'OK, let me go to Providence then and let me just workout. Again, if someone trades for me, I'm serviceable' and they came back 'No we don't want you to do that and we also don't think you should workout or skate on your own because we don't want you hurt if we're gonna buy you out'.